Overall I have a great life, and I could complain here and there, but im going to stop that because it could be so much worse.

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tonight I worked out and i felt good, I was only able to run on the elliptical for ten minutes. kinda depressing haha but im taking steps..I know my next step would be to infest in a 24 hour fitness system because I love swimming and I would LOVE to go swimming everyday1

Business school sounds intimidating and scary but also invigorating and exciting but that doesnt mean i have to let go of other interests I can always change my mind.
I feel weirder then ive ever felt in my life. like there is soooomuch mising, but its nothing im getting here. its all inside, its because i feel like i have no real purpose right now. work is shitty but easy and i can get whatever bours i needs to work around school when i start.
im noticing myself changing in better ways and in worse ways, but i feel like my relationship with my parents and grandparents isnt where it should be but sometimes i feel like all in time ill be just fine. If i was in love life would be easier always having one person u enjoy talking to there for you whenever you need them,its not the same when someone else trys to cheer you up when they dont make you feel complete. i sometimes wish i had never fallen out of love with my ex, wish i would of never taken the risk of letting go, but i did and right now its the only positive thing ive rally done for myself in a while. I always hold on to things that others have already let go but thats how i feel and im over trying to make everyone understand me. at this point im just an open book with blank pages waiting to be written, and nothing here at the moment is worth starting a new chapter.

I JUST love everything on my blog I can help but share!! San diego better happen and I hope bext weekends lve fest will be a good fukn time! Ima drive up there and meet up with whoeveres there for a few hours and shake my ass and smoke some weeddd

AHH

This is my first real blog!  I really want a place to come and vent and share and laugh and love and enjoy! I seem to find myself wanting to Aim Higher and Higher with my goals, money, weed, and life in general! Once I get a hang of this I will be a loyal blogger!